& Oh oh oh, Whadda ya know oh oh?

This is my fault? All my fault. I lost a friend along the way, i didn't pay enough attention to you, and yea i forgot about you and yea im sorry, but you. You didn't fight for me. For our friendship, so this isnt just my fault. Oh and people need to stop askin whats wrong if they don't want to know. You, you're whats wrong you handed me what i've always wanted, then snatched it away like some sick joke. But apparently this, this is all MY fault. Four friends have asked me 'what's wrong' and when i tell them all they say is, people can help you, you have people..But apparently not them. Someone anyone needs to stop me, i can't help myself. You don't want me so don't pretend. Don't pretend you have a clue to what i'm going through. Don't prented you understand, i know i can act and i know i can lie, because i do it everytime i tell you i'm fine, or laugh it off. See through it. I open up you shut me down, tell me to see the other side. this is all my fault?